so there i was sitting on my bed engrossed
in the middle of my thoughts on the things that i prepetrated
on that fateful day.
look at the clock, its five.
i switched off the lights, then the screaming radio
and laid in bed pretending everything's fine
tired, my eyes closed.
i'm happy to be alive as the sun shines
i am a student and a sports enthusiast.
still loving short hair,ruggedness and intelligence.
pride is smart.ego is king.
it doesnt help the fact that my name is 'fadzly'.
Angel from the nightmare
AND-VB/ASC 2008
maybe it's purely psychological that i suddenly feel a change in myself. i've never felt better and my confidence is really having a good time.it's nice to wake up and realize that you're dictating your own emotions. it feels so great , you know.
the guy speaks 3:47 AM
being power hungry for success and attaining that prestige has once again resulted with instant blows to myself despite all the sacrifices made and all the good intentions behind my doings. i guess the improper manner of which i handled issues is coming back to haunt me.
now i have more odds to defy.
and more reasons for me to work even harder.
damn. i am really mental.
the guy speaks 3:40 AM
Sunday, August 20, 2006 2:41 AM
my heart went 200km/h when i hear this:
"Don't get offended If I seem absent minded Just keep telling me facts And keep making me smile Don't get offended If I seem absent minded I get tongue-tied Baby, you've got to be more discerning I've known never known what's good for me I will be yours"
oh my goshes. oh my goshes. oh my goshes
ha-ha..
the guy speaks 2:41 AM
Monday, August 14, 2006 12:05 AM
today was suppose to be a normal day with a normal bk n a normal attitude n a normal weather to enjoy isolation to its very best.
but it turned out otherwise. over-working ur muscle is not gd for releasing stress.i had to think of another way to prevent the allergy.
n today's pe lesson was cut short bcos of mother nature(rain).my team played aganst dil n won them.
man...i could barely walk....
the guy speaks 12:05 AM
Friday, August 11, 2006 2:54 AM
I DEMAND a massage chair for my next birthday.
i so like the massage chair oh so much at pam's house.it will be so relaxing if u dun mess up wif the remote.(i almost get hurt wen germaine press the wrong button.)
it was brilliant.it had been awhile.......
the guy speaks 2:54 AM
it seems birthday party games has juz gone too far for some lads.
fadzly should stop hitting water bombs to people unexpectedly.
and yes..the boys won the water bomb war.i alwaes hit the gals from the back.so dun EVER sae that u get away from the wrath of the boys luckily.
the guy speaks 2:36 AM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006 5:45 AM
the most memorable of it all.
the simple fact that i'm a patriotic singaporean. i love singapore oh so much.
and oh yes,happy 41st birthday SINAGPORE !!
the guy speaks 5:45 AM
Friday, August 04, 2006 8:57 PM
yesterday was a painful day for me and the lads hu went for track and field trial. all the drills were very new to me.the funny thing was tat there was tis run called 'kicked the butt'.wen u run the back of ur leg must hit the butt.well..it was easy of course.
then we had to go jog around the field as a warm up. then they wouldtest our five items.first was the standing broad jump.i got 226 cm .tis time, the length is longer than the length during the napfa test.after that was the vertical jump wic i jumped 25 cm high.then i run for 30 m in 5.49 secs,60 m for 8.77 secs n 3oom for 52 .40 secs.not bad for me as i do not hav a track and field background.n oh yes, i made new frens there.their school has track n field.but still i beat them in the 300 m run.n all the fiasco was more of an acheivement than a disappontment for all of the lads.i congratulated them for their best effort.
my parents were there too. supporting me all the way.i thanked my father for training my fitness.n my mother too for advising me abt my lack of rest.
