The CryingAngel

so there i was sitting on my bed engrossed in the middle of my thoughts on the things that i prepetrated on that fateful day.
look at the clock, its five. i switched off the lights, then the screaming radio and laid in bed pretending everything's fine tired, my eyes closed. i'm happy to be alive as the sun shines

i am a student and a sports enthusiast. still loving short hair,ruggedness and intelligence. pride is smart.ego is king. it doesnt help the fact that my name is 'fadzly'. Angel from the nightmare AND-VB/ASC 2008

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  • Monday, October 30, 2006 8:00 PM


    "never mind,things are hard at times....."

    -.-


    the guy speaks 8:00 PM






    in many ways,yesterday certainly was a tiring day for me:

    (in order of occurences)of morning minor accident,of a skit that need to be rehearsed over and over again (even though it looked quite disastrous in the end),of mr menon's errands,of soccer match,of cuts and bruises on legs after soccer match,of ughh-my-stomach-don't-feel-so-good experience that resulted in time wasting in the boys' toilet,of ms lim's errands,of cleaning the classroom,of the cold rain,of long journey to anderson sec,of waiting for rain to stop so i can stop shivering and continue volleyball training,of weight-lifting in the gym,of a tiring warm-up,of countless number of times doing drills,of the outcome after training,of the SMRT being terminated that i have to wait for another train,of my late arrival a home.

    i have two issues to address after today,the realisation of how lethargic life can be, and i really need to watch out the food i eat


    the guy speaks 7:21 PM




    Sunday, October 29, 2006 3:54 AM


    "If wishes were fishes , we'd all cast nets , and the see would be barren for that."

    (i seriously wished my cousin to become my maid.)


    the guy speaks 3:54 AM






    of all the malay houses i had visited yesterday,my cousin (fiza) made my day.she's a stewardess and she treated me like a passenger in the SIA.despite all the stupid requests i told her to do,she just followed the orders and made life even better.

    and with that,i wished that she could be my maid.


    the guy speaks 3:27 AM




    Monday, October 23, 2006 6:49 AM


    1. How are you feeling today?
    crazy-simple plan
    i decided to do something crazy today. -.-

    2. Will you get far in life?
    miles apart-yellowcard
    yup.i'll go miles apart from here to explore.

    3. How do your friends see you?
    american idiot-green day
    i'm an idiot to everybody.(especially girls)

    4. Will you get married?
    somesay-sum 41
    somesay i will.

    5. What's your best friend's theme song?
    just lose it-eminem
    just lose it ! ah ah ah ah !! just lose it! ah ah ah ah !!

    6. What's your story of your life?
    pieces -sum 41
    do u want to know?? find the pieces of my life.

    7. What was high school like?
    good day-click five
    i think i'm havng a good day in high school.

    8. How can you get ahead in life?
    i just wanna live-good charlotte
    i just wanna live my life.

    9. What's the best thing about your friends?
    makes no difference-sum 41
    they makes no difference between me and the others.

    10. What's in store for this weekend?
    have a nice day-bon jovi.
    i'm gonna have a nice day this weekend.

    11. What song describes you?
    geek in the pink-jason mraz
    i'm a geek and an idiot.what'd you expect?

    12. describes your grandparents?
    roses-kanye west
    they are as lovable as roses.


    13. What song will they play at your funeral?
    welcome to the black parade-my chemical romance.
    i have no idea why.

    14. How does the world see you?
    gold digger-kanye west.
    hehe,i'm jus kidding ok.

    15. Will you have a happy life?
    obviously-mcfly
    obviously,i hope i will have a happy life.

    16. What do your friends think of you?
    like toy soldiers-eminem
    if i fall down,they'll also fall down.all for one,one for all.

    17. Do people secretly lust after you?
    just my luck-mcfly
    i have to know my luck first. XD

    18. How can I make myself happy?
    thank you-simple plan
    i want to say thanks to all those people who help me in anyway.

    19. What should you do with your life?
    the reason-hoobastank
    find the reason of my existence.

    20. Will you ever have children?
    petrified-fort minor
    i was petrified when i read this question.

    and so i did this quiz.well most of my favourtie songs cannot match with the questions. -.- if u have something bugging you to do this quiz,try it yourself.
    (note: some of the answers are untrue ok)


    the guy speaks 6:49 AM




    Sunday, October 22, 2006 12:42 AM


    Happy Belated Birthday,you TWERP!

    ( TWERP = AC )

    ha-ha


    the guy speaks 12:42 AM




    Thursday, October 19, 2006 10:50 PM



    petr cech's awkward challenge that resulted in his fractured skull sent shivers down my spine. fortunately, i did not catch the match on tv. the description and pictures of his horrific injury was enough to make me cringe. soccer hazards can be excruciating at the very core and usually, these injuries are not caused by heavy tackles but due to awkward challenges.

    well,i hope cech will be fine.

    (soccer,however,is a cruel game.)


    the guy speaks 10:50 PM




    Sunday, October 15, 2006 10:17 PM


    and now i have short hair , yummyliciously chic man. (:

    so i decided to clean my room yesterday (after much persuasion from my dad). yeah, major changes to the room. i decided to move my study table because i thought it had the wrong feng-shui, booted the tv and game console outside and cleaned the air-conditioner's air filter. now, my room feels like europe with the air-conditioner blasting away.he-he


    the guy speaks 10:17 PM




    Saturday, October 14, 2006 4:50 AM


    just now,my mother exclaimed,"21 days already, time really flies!" negative,mom.i wished that this could go on for long.the fasting month makes me think about the children who suffered the earthquake,the war and other unfortunate events.it makes me more appreciative with the convenience i had and treasure it.i wished i can switch lives with them in order to feel the pain,the suffering they face.but it's just too bad as i know that i can't even spend 1 day living there.

    so God, are you listening to me??


    the guy speaks 4:50 AM




    Wednesday, October 11, 2006 6:16 AM


    most of my idols are world-wide icons.john cena,for instance,is one cool guy who's one in a million.he's a thug,he fights,he composes music,he has his own gang and also an ak-47 gun.and last but not least,he's damn muscular.he even jogs regularly. :)

    i do really need to find a good role model, don't i?

    and i would like to apologise to ac for all that 'spastic' and 'insulting' comments.ok?(see:i'm a gentleman)ho-ho


    the guy speaks 6:16 AM




    Tuesday, October 10, 2006 3:06 AM


    and so my publicly proclaimed passion to learn how to play the guitar was heavily criticized by a few people who assumed my hidden motives of wooing women. i guess, it is wrong to want to be musically inclined or at least try to have a dream of being esthetically refined.

    -.-

    and i had outdone myself last night playing mid-night street soccer.as a result,i woke up at 12pm just now.but still there were a few bottle of cokes.i took two of them back home.

    and ac can sit in one corner.she may be confident but too complacent.i advised her to go to evergreen sec as it is green forever. ha-ha


    the guy speaks 3:06 AM




    Monday, October 09, 2006 5:38 AM


    and there i was,sleeeping soundly.fantasizing about scoring 270 for psle.then,it was interrupted by a distracting phone call.i answered....it was my bestie,kesavan.he asked me whether i'm free to go cycling.well,i'm very tired at that time.i apologised and assured him that i will be free some other time.

    and there i was,sleeping soundly again.a sudden phone call came by and stopped my sleep.*sigh*i answered the phone call.it was serene.she wanted to invite me to go watch movie wih some peeps.i declined the offer.reason=hey..it's fasting month.i can't even eat.canno eat means cannot eat popcorn.no popcorn.no movie.

    ok,and there i was,sleeping soundly AGAIN while fervently praying for not another phone call.the distracting ringing of my distracting phone was heard.fustrated with all these nonsense,i decided to vent my fustrations by destroying the phone completely.but then,it was just too bad because of my religious restrictions.patients,i really need to have patients.i answered the call and well,well,look who's talking on the phone.it was my cousin.he asked wif his muscular and buff voice.

    " street soccer 10pm tonight?? "
    " i'm not quite sure that i have the interest to go "
    " we'll bring a few bottles of cokes..."
    " oh yea! i'll be there. "

    so i'll be playing mid-night street soccer tonight.serene and kesavan,if you're reading this,take note that you must have something interest to satisfy me,ok?and the reason why i go play street soccer because of coke,i never had the chance to at least take a sip of refreshing coca cola for he last four months!!!


    the guy speaks 5:38 AM