The CryingAngel
so there i was sitting on my bed engrossed
in the middle of my thoughts on the things that i prepetrated
on that fateful day.
look at the clock, its five.
i switched off the lights, then the screaming radio
and laid in bed pretending everything's fine
tired, my eyes closed.
i'm happy to be alive as the sun shines
i am a student and a sports enthusiast.
still loving short hair,ruggedness and intelligence.
pride is smart.ego is king.
it doesnt help the fact that my name is 'fadzly'.
Angel from the nightmare
AND-VB/ASC 2008
Past
don't talk all your nonsense here
lost within
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Wednesday, November 29, 2006 12:57 AM
it's just one of those days when you realize that life has been good as hell, thanks to God, but you still can't get a good grasp of your faith because you start to see the big picture of the world, of societies and of flawed religious ideals in the most sickening way. then, you have doubts, if perhaps, you deserve all of the positive things that you have now.being religious-conscious makes you forego everything else that you have in mind. it keeps you occupied and appreciate life as it is and you start to not give a heck about other things.
but the thing is, i do want to give a heck about other things.
the guy speaks 12:57 AM