so there i was sitting on my bed engrossed
in the middle of my thoughts on the things that i prepetrated
on that fateful day.
look at the clock, its five.
i switched off the lights, then the screaming radio
and laid in bed pretending everything's fine
tired, my eyes closed.
i'm happy to be alive as the sun shines
i am a student and a sports enthusiast.
still loving short hair,ruggedness and intelligence.
pride is smart.ego is king.
it doesnt help the fact that my name is 'fadzly'.
Angel from the nightmare
AND-VB/ASC 2008
ok and so today is hari raya haji.went for prayers and listen to the "preacher" saying the benefits of having this wonderful celebration.the best thing during hari raya haji (like atiqah said) is the food.well,my aunt cooks good food.it's a must for her to make all the food spicy.even my dad persuades me to eat some more.with the stomach already bloated,how am i gonna eat again.
and with the ignorance of it all,i forgot that today is the last day of the year.had a lot of triumphs and tragedies.
the best of year 2006:
1)the time when the school volleyball team won the nationals.really rox man.we won the zonal too. 2)getting second for games day 2.actually im quite sad but the way my team and i played was awesome. 3)council camp.i enjoyed it very much.i'll be coming back for next year's camp. 4)moe excel fest.had a great time peforming on the stage in front of the principles and public.and it's a wondeful experience. 5)eye care song competition.we really entertain the school.it was definitely fun.
the rest of the great time i had were also be remembered.
so what's YOUR best of year 2006??
the guy speaks 3:53 AM
Saturday, December 30, 2006 5:39 AM
"wish you were there to be with me,"
the guy speaks 5:39 AM
watch deathnote 2 : the last name.and yes i watched the movie today after having my lunch at vista point.it really justifies the ticket.more complications,more mind games,and of course more dirty play.indeed it was very thrilling but this time the movie has a different plot in it's mind.the death god looked almost real with realistic special effects.really recommended if u like mysteries,action or ghost(or either the cute guy and gorgeous lady in the movie,XD).now after watching the movie,i have something to add to my wishlist-a deathnote, and a death god's eyes or maybe just the deathnote.
reason for the deathnote: "whose names that are written in the deathnote will die".eh i will write high rated criminals' names.at least i did something good to the world.
reason for the death god's eyes: "whoever have the death god's eyes will shorten his/her lifespan by half.eh i haven explore the world yet.
the guy speaks 5:18 AM
"apples are like tobacco and drugs that some humans are addicted to."-ryuk,the shinigami(death god) in deathnote.
yup,im addicted to eating apples,and bananas.
>.<
the guy speaks 5:15 AM
Thursday, December 28, 2006 7:14 AM
lethargic,exhausted,crams,torture,-what else can i relate to the hard circuit fitness training during vb.im struggling to spike and even serve.my teammate nearly cried when he did the drill.(what to do ,he's pampered.he laughed when coach talked to him).and i felt hungry because i didn't have my lunch.and coach could say that i didn't perspire much.it's obvious to see that im wet from head to toe and when i bent down,sweat dripping from my hair.but heck,this is just 1/4 of the training he had in mind.sigh,never mind i can get used to it.
the guy speaks 7:14 AM
and so it's raining continously yesterday and most of my plans are killed.other than sleeping at home,i did quite a lot of push-ups and study my sec 1 subjects.but neither of them can make my overwhelming boredom vanish.playing my favourite song[take me home country road] with the guitar is no use either. then my kesavan-is-calling-me senses are tingling,i immediately answered the call when the phone rang.it was kesavan(finally)and he asked me to play badminton at fuchun cc.and hell yea,i had fun.and some riversiders came to join in.and they have to treat us drink cos they lost to me and kesavan.hahaha.man i miss those times.
the guy speaks 6:43 AM
to those people who wished me merry christmas,
MERRY CHRISMAS TOO !!!
sorry i didn't reply early because my computer went bonkers for the few days.
the guy speaks 6:35 AM
Friday, December 22, 2006 6:50 AM
got into anderson sec as expected.enthusiasm overwhelmed me when arriving at my new school.i look a the list and i found out that i'm the only malay sudent in the class. T.T i seriously need to take up chinese lessons.but no matter.i've been promoted to take higher malay but i needed to take a pre-course test on the first day of school. T.T sigh. so after registration/buying the uniform and books,i roam around the school to scout for volleyball players.i've managed grab onto ten of them.i was surprised that justin wants to come to anderson but i am the captain of the volleyball team and i felt that i didn't show much respect to him because justin is really he guy i admired so much.he's the person who led the woodlands volleyball team to victory.i inspired him so much.fortunately,he understood and he said it was my turn to lead the team to victory.really man,jusin rox!!
the guy speaks 6:50 AM
Thursday, December 21, 2006 5:39 AM
i want a pet dragon >.<
the guy speaks 5:39 AM
Tuesday, December 19, 2006 6:01 AM
"i think the easiest way to lose something is to want it too badly."
the guy speaks 6:01 AM
went to queensway and orchard just now.used some of my 'bonuses' to buy an adidas court shoe and a white/trueblue shirt.then went to downtown east to eat at sakura restaurant for dinner.recomended for you all to try.really delicious.and the service is great!i also went to courts megastore just to enjoy the cooling atmosphere there and a lot of sofas for me to seat.eh,i looked at the mega deal too ok.and i drank two bottles of plain water that almost made my bladder burst.i think it's the cold rain.i haven't been playing my ps2 for 5 days straight and i unusually feel weird about that.
the guy speaks 5:36 AM
im a greedy boy[DOTS]
the guy speaks 5:28 AM
Monday, December 18, 2006 8:30 AM
went to musafa centre just now.since it's raining heavily,the pathway was completely flooded that even ur shoes will get soaked.with no other choice,i have to walk through the red light district.if you all know what is that place,then it's good for you to know'cause that place is definitely not for me.that will be the first and the last for me. freaky place,seriously.
a sudden heartache,i do not know what caused it.maybe it's somebody that i was chatting to.but no matter,it's just awhile.
the guy speaks 8:30 AM
Sunday, December 17, 2006 4:13 AM
miss mahal became the covergirl for cleo magazine??
heh-heh.this will be sweet..... (:
the guy speaks 4:13 AM
Saturday, December 16, 2006 1:52 AM
one sign after another: heart throbbing legs trembling body shivering two close shaves coincedental bad feeling
want to know why?because of the rides at the escape theme park.i really need to do something with this phobia.
the guy speaks 1:52 AM
the habit has really taken a toll on me.
must stop.
the guy speaks 1:49 AM
Wednesday, December 13, 2006 6:47 PM
and sport shoes/watches/jerseys.
they are the second most to die for.
the guy speaks 6:47 PM
the reason why sum 41 rocks.
as perversed as any political band would be, sum 41 would definitely top the best.
the song, 'we're all to blame', is good.
the video is simply awesome. -.-
the guy speaks 6:38 PM
the heats went well for me. i now need to straighten up my run properly for the game. it's really awesome to have those muscle strains back with those aches here and there. volleyball with the lads, of course, has always been a remedy and i enjoyed all the hilarious jokes that came with it.
it had occurred to me almost recently that i have everything i want. no negative spell whatsoever and things have been working out quite my way currently. but then, there is still that lingering feeling that something is lacking.well, i am certainly smitten. but i need to consolidate my thoughts properly first because i am more afraid of the scrutiny than the consequences.
the guy speaks 6:25 PM
Saturday, December 09, 2006 12:10 AM
went to JB yesterday.
uh huh.
the guy speaks 12:10 AM
tv shows are fictitious, yes, but i want my life to be vividly entertaining ala scrubs. the show has everything, from comedy to melodramatic moments, portraying the different "bitchfits" that life has in store for us. i guess the reason why i absolutely love the show is probably because i can relate a lot to the happy or disappointing moments that the main character goes through every episode. what is really striking about the show is the fact that each episode has a significant message that is illustrated even though the show is suppose to be a comedy sitcom.
neat stuff. recommended, so watch it.
the guy speaks 12:08 AM
Wednesday, December 06, 2006 8:06 PM
"kutanya malam, dapatkah kau lihatnya perbedaan, yang tak terungkapkan, tapi mengapa,kau tak berubah, ada apa denganmu.
oh hanya malam, dapat meleburkan segala rasa, yang tak terungkapkan, tapi mengapa kau tak berubah, ada apa denganmu."
this song has been repeating on my player. peter pan rocks socks because they're indonesians (and because they make good music). still, i don't know why i'm addicted to the song. maybe it's the strong words in the song.
the guy speaks 8:06 PM
Tuesday, December 05, 2006 10:01 PM
"I have my reasons for _____ you,"
"if only you knew."
the guy speaks 10:01 PM
i have been a regular companion of my bed with the intensive training sessions and the slacking whatnots outside. rotting in your room with a book and ice tea on a sunny afternoon and having your air-conditioner switched on at full blast is awesome once in a while when you're usually out most of the days of the week. of course, who can forget the jogging. XD
the guy speaks 9:49 PM
Sunday, December 03, 2006 5:26 AM
im sick today -.-
the guy speaks 5:26 AM
Friday, December 01, 2006 10:31 PM
"And if I make it through today," "Will tomorrow be the same?" "Am I just running in place?" "And if I stumble and I fall," "Should I get up and carry on?" "Will it all just be the same?" "Cause I'm young and I'm hopeless." "I'm lost and I know this." "I'm going nowhere fast that's what they say." "I'm troublesome I've fallen." "I'm angry at my father," "it's me against this world and I don't care." "I don't care...."
and of the lyrics of the song currently repeating in my player. such is the chance to indulge in the perfect scenario, ignoring the reality check smacked on the forehead of mine time after time.
the guy speaks 10:31 PM
oh,and this made me smile:a win at balestier hill sec will prove we (andersonians) are no push-overs.
i hope the next friendly will be at st. hilda.heard that r lam?
today vb camp also fun but miss half of it cause of the friendly.
"excuse me sir,did u see a boy just now in the burger king?" "eh it's me la" "oh sorry fadzly,i didn't know u wear everything black." " -.- do i look like an adult to you?" "uhhh..that's a trick question" "-.-"
the guy speaks 6:33 AM
i've been wanting to put this up. taken weeks ago during the post-imma-failure period, it gave me a good laugh. it was after my run at the woodlands stadium and i was thirsty as hell so i went up to this vending machine to get a drink.
i just had to laugh. who in the world would think of such an idea? it's not ridiculous but it's quite uncalled for. a mystery drink, eh? i never did try that 'mystery drink' though.
i've been wanting to put this up. taken weeks ago during the post-imma-failure period, it gave me a good laugh. it was after my run at the woodlands stadium and i was thirsty as hell so i went up to this vending machine to get a drink.