so there i was sitting on my bed engrossed
in the middle of my thoughts on the things that i prepetrated
on that fateful day.
look at the clock, its five.
i switched off the lights, then the screaming radio
and laid in bed pretending everything's fine
tired, my eyes closed.
i'm happy to be alive as the sun shines
i am a student and a sports enthusiast.
still loving short hair,ruggedness and intelligence.
pride is smart.ego is king.
it doesnt help the fact that my name is 'fadzly'.
Angel from the nightmare
AND-VB/ASC 2008
why must we , or you for that matter ,detest timothy a.k.a ti-mati.he's juz a normal student like we all do.though,he's quite irritating with his curiosity on a particular subject or issue and his nerdy appearance with his atrocious handwriting,i don't mind having to adapt to this conditions of having to sit beside him.
i truly respect people's attitude and treat them fairly regardless of their negative attitude.like for example, you had successfully entered the grand final of a soccer tournament and you desperately want to take this opportunity to win it.but there's one player in your team that you hate.so no matter how harsh your hatred towards that particular person, you still need to work together with him right. and f.y.i, soccer is a team game.
my point:i want to succeed in my studies so with him in my group,i might be able to.he can motivate me in a way to be hardworking especially with the multiple assignments.
if you still disagree with the fact,then too bad .i can't do anything about it.and i hope that i don't need to make peace between lekha and timothy as both of them always have a confrontation.
sigh...-.-
the guy speaks 6:30 AM
reunion with my primary school volleyball team was great.it ended up us being glutinous at pizza hut which also meant ended up me having an appointment with the toilet.i miss ms lam and the lads so much.
it was kind of ms lam to keep us updated with the happenings in the school.it showed how much we meant to her.and im yet to return to wdp. -.-
the guy speaks 5:56 AM
Saturday, January 20, 2007 7:14 PM
followed my cousin and his parents for the meet-the-parents day. my cousin was kind enough just to have a mini-tour around the college even though he had cramps and fever. and i found out that the vps allowed cats to be in the school.it's kinda great idea for the jc students to relieve stress when they were playing with them.even my cousin had a passion to have a kitten for his next birthday.
and i still can't help the fact that we lost to YTSS by two freaking points.and they were giraffes ok.too bad lady luck was not on my side and i realised the referee had gave the wrong call.i know im whining but heck,i don't like to see when my pride is ruined ok.
the guy speaks 7:14 PM
and so school's been tiring but fun, and my parents had gone overseas but i had my-stay-alone-by-myself request denied by them.so i have to stay at my aunt's place.
to be honest, i don't mind having to stay there. i just wanted to have the liberty to do things that most people can't, get the dramatic effect of moving into a new area because i can't get along with that certain person, just like william gallas not getting along with jose mourinho or david beckham and jaap stam who had rifts with alex ferguson and getting the boot out to another team. i guess it's the excitement gained from the situation and relating it to matters in soccer.
and my body's been aching like crazy since friday's training with the lads.the pressure keeps hanging over me when the coach appointed me as game captain of the team.and i had other demanding responsibilities.but i don't mind,i'm the type of guy who likes to suffer. (: i just want to have the kind of feeling to feel the pain of the pressure and with challenges opposing me.that's how sec school will be like.
and to whom-it-may-concern,
the heart says no.the pride says yes.the brain's sleeping.
the guy speaks 7:06 PM
Friday, January 12, 2007 11:50 PM
this is an excerpt written by leo three days ago,
"Making a choice can take a lifetime, a year, an hour or even a minute. How much time have you wasted? How many opportunities have you missed? If belief is a gift, then give yourself this belief that you can make the right choice. - By Leo Hee Khian"
i prefer leo's wisdom to my own,his a great guy who believes in living life for a purpose.although he thought that his tag line is kinda raw,i really thinks that is a good one.and leo is my mentor for the computer education.can't wait to see him again.
the guy speaks 11:50 PM
finally, i've mustered enough motivation to blog with much enthusiasm again. school's been hectic with the multiple assignments, pressurizing lessons, long days and consistent training sessions. it's really exhausting. i guess sundays will now become the day for me to catch up on my beauty sleep and for me to recuperate from the ongoing fatigue.
on another note, i'm like really loving my mom to bits for the mini shopping stint today.
the guy speaks 6:52 AM
Friday, January 05, 2007 6:15 PM
hi guys im back.how's school??.it was great.i enjoyed myself in the 3-days orientatiuon camp.i thought i couldn't fit into anderson sec but i discovered i'm priveledged to be in the school.
ok.so im gonna tell you how's the 3-days camp starting from....ummm....day 1. (;
day 1...
it was like a normal day with normal breakfast and normal milo.i'm quite enthusiastic that i want to leave home for school at 5.45 am.XD.my father want to send me to school as he's not working that day.i reject the offer as i don't want hm to waste his time just to send me there.then walk to marsiling mrt.faqrul called me and he was supposed to meet me n the train but he can't as his mother is sending him.ok it was a normal atmosphere with normal ppl and normal 30mins-long journey to ang mo kio with a normal book to read.and so i came to school about 6.40 am.wait at the canteen for hidhir and atiqah.then both of them arrived and atiqah really do had a bad hair day.then we went to the hall just to see justin surprisingly.while we were happy to see each other,the vice-president of the student council announced that the councillors will hold a sheet of paper about the class we should go in alphabetical order.ok i was put into class sec 1/1.atiqah and hidhir went to 1/5 while justin went to 1/4.so i jus sat at my class row looking front and back to see whether any woodlander was in my class.then after that do the pldege and the plede-taker fluency in english is better than mine sia !! XD then the councillors brought us for a mini-tour around the school.then went to my class at the third floor.then the councillor instructed us to stand up and tell everyone what's your name/which school are you from/what's your hobby.while my classmaes were telling their names,i realised that some of them reminds me of my classmatesa nd schoolmates in woodlands pri.
po seng reminds me of bing zhi because of his cuteness.
kay hwee reminds me of joel because of his ummm...hair.
hady reminds me of hazim because his size is the same as hazim.
timothy reminds me of xue chen because he looks hardworking.
ivan looks like cheng jun because of uhhh...his muscular size.
zakrie reminds me of jun peng because he's funny.
abdurahman reminds me of ahmad sufyan because of his hair and face.
larry reminds me of wan xin because of his hair and face too.
deepakrishnan reminds me of kesavan because of his hair and he irritates people.
and for the girls,sorry i don't know them yet.
so jerald/jing wen/cherlyn(my councillors) taught us cheers.some cheers were identical with teh ones at the p5 adventure camp.then, we played hang-man! jerald alwaes told us to guess m18 movies.haiz XD then the councillor call me unexpectedly and i purposely told them to guess 80's rock band.hehe.then after that we do bomb cheer.i was in group 4 so we bomb each other until no voice.then, we had recess.saw my coach scouting for players.haiz.then my classmates suddenly talked to me and we felt like friends for a long time.they said i very friendly to people even though i don't know them.actually i don't know that i just talked to people cause there's no other woodlander in my class.after recess went to the hall and the principle introduced herself and the HODs.then the discipline master,mr ang explained to us about the rules in the school.then after that is ummmm what ah?? o yea and my class got to know our form and co form teachers which is ms yeoh and mdm lidia respectively.she told us to write a composition about yourself and your ideal classroom enviroment etc.and we can design our own class t-shirt.then the councillors came back and we contiued our game which is the wacko game.the game is to wack people gently.quite fun when u don't know ur classmates well.then the councillors told us to prepare for the campfire which is on friday night.then ideas started pouring of having a so called rock band concert with advertisements during the break.so we started rehearsing but some of the girls in the class are not commited and shy.so we had a hard time putting everybody into position.the rehearsel stretched until the 1st day ended.
2nd day...
came to school and one female councillor with her friend chatted with me. they were like "eh you!! you're the guy who is opted to this school by dsa right. which class are you from??". i showed my index finger at her. "oi which class are you from la !!". "1/1 lar...". sigh. and so i went back to class and i got stomachache.family outing gone bad.so painful.like giving birth ok.then ms yeoh came to tell us to wite down our hp,home tel etc.then we went to computer lab to have an internet wellness lesson.i like the lesson as we laughed a lot and class 1/7 joined too.ok,the thing that infuriates me is that one boy named samuel thinks that he's so smart and has a big mouth. "see i so smart!!" then my friend ask him what's his aggregate.he kept quiet. and so the celebration came when hady shouted at him to SHUT UP.everyone in the class gave a round of applause.i laughed as loud as i can with abdurrahman then samuel kept quiet for the rest of the lesson.ok ok i know im bad.then it was recess,i tricked justin to buy me h-two-o.and my stomach still hurts.then we went to class if i'm not wrong and my peer leaders brought us to the hall for the girls to try for the chinese dance during cca screening.so the teacher-in-charge told us not to face the girls.so almost all the boys in my class made a conversation about the internet wellness lesson.we joked a lot and my good old friend here(cannot be named)said that he click on the 'sometimes' for how often do you watch pornography in the survey.he added that he need to be honest.despite the humurous truth,we respected him because of his integrity.the kay hwee kept looking at the direcion of the chinese dancers and he was perspiring.the boys laughed hysterically as we thought that he's having a good time looking at them.luckily,kay hwee is sporting and he doesn't get mad easily.rock on kay hwee!!then he-who-mus-not-be-named-1 and he-who-must-not-be-named-2 kept talking about a porn website.and i told both of them to stop because they made me and the rest of the boys laugh and we should not make any noises.but too late,cherlyn scolded us.then we said a dreaded sorry.after that we went for drama.we have to wait outside because there is another class still doing the screening for drama.then kay hwee kept looking a cherlyn like he's screening her.XD and larry spread to everyone and everyone got affected by hysteria.then it's our turn for the screening.mrs Kamal(nur atiqah's aunt)was the teacher-in-charge for anderson theater circle.and deepakrishnan ask me a silly a question,"what's atc??" the the whole class shouted anderson theater cirlce!!and we laughed once again.mrs Kamal told us to imagine that we are affected by a laughing disease.and yes,we laughed as though it was a real laugh.then she made us to do some things that i had forgotten.o yea i recalled that she told us to move like a tadpole and zakrie was the master of that.it's so hilarious.then we were divided into 4 groups.i was in group 3.and the drama guys told us to act with emotions while telling who you are to the friend beside you?i acted like elvis presly with a cool accent.he drama guys told mrs Kamal that im good and they want me in the cca but too bad i'm dsa and i can't take more than one cca this year.my group were the first one to finish the test.i just ask khairi who was one of the drama guys about which day and what time is the cca. he replied:ok our cca is on every wednesday and friday and it starts from 4.30 unitl uhhhh...depending on how's mrs Kamal's mood." o and this part umm..is quite unexpected because there's this girl name afiqah which i've never seen before says that im cute.IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE CLASS !!!! and her friend added that she wants my hotmail and number.so 'paiseh'.and her out-going attitude is sometimes annyoing.bu i understand her enthusiasm. afiqah:eh you're the dsa boy rite. me:yes... afiqah:you look so cute. me:uhhh.... afiqah:and there's another boy named myzra. me:thats me.im fadzly myzra. afiqah:ooo cool name and can u give me ur hotmail?? me:ok sure... she's sec 3 and she has a boyfriend and i might say im doomed. after that is choir and we need to learn the school song.then rehaersing was the same as yesterday. and this councillor went to all the sec 1 classes jus to write her hotmail on the board.haiz.
3rd day...
saw afiqah at the mrt station. she smiled at me.then her friends started clammering about who am i.she explained detail by detail and she didn't forget the cute part and etc.i just behave normally, that's all, nothing to worry about.went to class and i ask boon hao to help me with the tie.then we go for mass workout and jerald was hilarious.how he dance was so funny that we support him.ok the badge pining ceremony was alright.then i had to help out with the screening for volleyball.larry was recommended to be in the team.yay.and atiqah really 'impressed' me,so congratulations!then came back to class to anounce the class committee member.i was elected to be the chairman.and taking the role as the vice-chair is zakrie.then it's lunchtime didnt eat anyhing because not feeling hungry.then we have a lesson about our personality.well' i don't quite agree with some of the facts.no matter.then we went to class 1/2 and a female councillor came to teach us cheers. we kept lying to her that we know the cheer that she got fed up.then we rehearse for the campfire.i was performing like a lot of rock stars do: head banging/jumping hysterically/interaction with the audince.the councillor said i jumped to the wrong beat and need to be more relaxed.i get her point and we did another try.we use the broom as the electric guitar,dustban as the bass guitar and tables as the drums,turn-tables,and keyboard.the advertisements were 1/1's toothpaste and green tea.i like the part when zakrie shouted,"1/1 toothpaste is the best in the whole universe!!".he awkwardly expressed it as though as he wants everyone to hear him.then the councillor who we lied to her as mentioned is afiqah's best friend.ok im dead,she kept chasing me just to ask me questions.and she said she'll get us sweets if we get top 3 for the campfire.then we went for dinner.passed my hp around the table for their numbers.then we went to the hall for what reason and the councillors told me to take care of the class.then we saw class 1/2 sitting down doing nothing.and i got a great idea in mind.it's time for war !! we bombed them and they bombed us back till no end.then i and the chairman of class 1/2 signed a peace treaty because we don't have anymore voice.then we saw the councillors rehearsing for their dance.then we went down for the campfire.wait for the rest of the class to sttle down.then there was an inter-class bomb war.then the principle,mrs poh started the campfire.then we need to do some cheers.then it's the campfire performance !!my class have to do it first.well,it went quite well.abdurahman rock like hell.i did like what chester and pierre did in almost all of their concerts :jump like a mad person.then the advertisements were ok,need to be more louder.and zakrie's trademark will never die.it was a waste thath the councillors lost the party poppers.T.T then 1/2 - 1/4 did their performance.wen jie was having fun with his..eherm.ok then it rained,programme continued in the hall.so there's this contest where u need somebody to sacrificed hi/her hair for three students fromthe class and make it as funky as possible.i was the lucky victim and atiqah too.then 1/6 won the contest.my hair was badly sabotaged and some of the other participants don't even have a single gel in his/her hair.i looked at the mirror in the toilet and i understand why i didnt won.but i don't care.wha 'm happy is abdurahman help me comb my hair.then 1/1 won 2nd place and i expected something on monday from somebody.ok the weird thing when i was at the mrt station was that people started saying hi to me even though i've never met them."eh you're the guy who jumped rite," "eh you're the hady that the MC said rite," etc.haiz...freaky...
ok that'sall i know it's a long post and i hope everybody enjoyed their life in sec school.