and so school's been tiring but fun, and my parents had gone overseas but i had my-stay-alone-by-myself request denied by them.so i have to stay at my aunt's place.

to be honest, i don't mind having to stay there. i just wanted to have the liberty to do things that most people can't, get the dramatic effect of moving into a new area because i can't get along with that certain person, just like william gallas not getting along with jose mourinho or david beckham and jaap stam who had rifts with alex ferguson and getting the boot out to another team. i guess it's the excitement gained from the situation and relating it to matters in soccer.

and my body's been aching like crazy since friday's training with the lads.the pressure keeps hanging over me when the coach appointed me as game captain of the team.and i had other demanding responsibilities.but i don't mind,i'm the type of guy who likes to suffer. (:
i just want to have the kind of feeling to feel the pain of the pressure and with challenges opposing me.that's how sec school will be like.

and to whom-it-may-concern,

the heart says no.the pride says yes.the brain's sleeping.