i DEMAND a Maths and HMT tutor.

so here's the deal this morning: i woke up with a major strain on my calf and abdominal muscles after yesterday's training sessions but don't care about the strain because i was raring to go jogging with my dad today. some muscle balm on those darned muscles should do the trick. so after my shower and prayers, i decided to get myself some half-boiled eggs. when i was trying to reach for a bowl, i knocked on a glass cup and it broke itself really bad ala humpty dumpty but lucky for me it was not the eggs that fell so it was pretty clean although it created quite a big racquet enough to wake my parents up. i cleared the mess, was frustrated with my clumsiness and decided to forget the eggs.

so off i went to for my tuition which was really fulfilling and managed to finish my assignments as early as possible.maybe it's meant for me to be free for the rest of the day,i guess it's a blessing in disguise i suppose , because i spent the whole day with my parents today.it has been quite a while since i went out with them and had breakfast or lunch or dinner or supper with them with the busy school work.

misunderstandings are so frequent recently that they are exaggerated. maybe i'm hearing only one side of the story so i can't make any form of justification just as yet. i certainly know that i am the one at fault(indirectly), with the source of problem from my very own schoolmate a few weeks ago. i was merely being myself.

bottomline is, i know that i am at fault. there is no use for arguments, really and i should respect your point of view. if anything, i will watch the line and try not to cross it as far as possible. and you should cut her some slack, yeah?

went to Changi yesterday for a picnic which i dreaded to go(eh i still have homeworks undone).but heck,i had fun with my cousins joining my family.i like the part when i was wrestling with my cousin a the beach ,grappling him to throw him into the water for a knock-out.i lost though,eh he's muscular ok.he had more cramps than me.anyway,the sun was scorching hot.i'm already tanned. i get the usual, "why so dark?" treatment from people i meet.

-.-

and so i didn't manage to go back to wdp 'cos i was lae and the guard only allowed visitors to come until 2.30pm.nver mind,there's always a next time.(i wish)

i hope you guys have a pleasant year ahead. (:

i pretty much have everything set for what i want to achieve academically, socially and personally. however, are these worldly goals really necessary?

my mates told me that i've changed over a short period of time. it was an almost certain decision on my part: i had to change. to be a loser or to be a winner. now, my morale is up on the high and pride is alive and and lead the anderson vb team to champion next year..

i definitely have something to prove to my family, to my mates, to my teachers and basically to society as a whole objective. i've picked myself up, armed with new strategies and good to go for my daily dealings. my way of living life might change, might be too extreme even but i have to fulfill it in such a manner because i am desperate for personal satisfaction.

and you can perhaps say that i am in fact craving attention.

seriously, no more.

sigh.

apart from the religious barrier, heavy commercialization and over-priced items that make flower-shop owners grin with the coming of v-day.

happy v-day people !!

and so the students from ChengDu vsited our school to find out how do we learn in Singapore.in spite of the difficulty to communicate to them , i managed to make out what they are trying to say.from my observation , they are quite similar to us. most of them use vulgarities too.and yea,there are some artists.i'm quite impressed by the artistic and realistic structure of the art
work.accompanied them in the library to have their recess with some help from larry (and i can get free food).after that,they helped us with some of the calligraphy writing for the decoration of the class.then the class said farewell to them and i brought them to the library for lunch.took some photos with them before i left for friday prayers.

i wanna say thanks to them for having a great time in class.and giving me a tddy bear and some art work they had done for me.

and so the match against admiralty sec was postponed due to some complications and misunderstandings.all the mental and physical torture that i went through were for nothing.i strongly agree on the fact that the match should be a walkover but because of the so-called 'name' of the game and some sense of sportmanship,mr singh and coach decided to have the match next wednesday.so there will be two major matches next week.

and the cramps are killing me.

blows, man.

what do you think about love???

my definition:

"Love is as strict as acting.
If you want to love somebody ,
stand there and do it.
It doesn't drop on you unexpectedly
you have to give off signals
sort of like an ametuer radio operator."

got some clues from some famous people.i had never heard of them though.

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the moment i helped abdurrahman to be laid on the bed at he sick bay,it seriously scare the wits out of me.he's very ill and i assumed that he had lack of sleep last night.i,too, had lack of sleep recently and over exerted myself to certain extent.i have to be fit if i want to take these risks.i'm not saying that i have no concern over my physical health and being,instead i want to test it to confirm where i stand and i found out that i'm just improving.and i skipped 400 times today.and yes,i want to follow the footsteps of this player from shuqun sec(one of the top schools in volleyball).he's a long bean ok.and a lot of players know him very well.

and i'm aiming to reach the height of 170cm by next year.

hope that abdurrahman is fine.
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"I'm not a shoulder to cry on
But, I digress.
I'm a leading man
And the lies I weave are oh-so intricate,
oh-so intricate."

this is when i got nothing else to do and made up meaningless statements.

and yes,i'm in love with frisbee.
(:

im sick of going down again and again.

losing is sometimes not so cool lor.