i pretty much have everything set for what i want to achieve academically, socially and personally. however, are these worldly goals really necessary?

my mates told me that i've changed over a short period of time. it was an almost certain decision on my part: i had to change. to be a loser or to be a winner. now, my morale is up on the high and pride is alive and and lead the anderson vb team to champion next year..

i definitely have something to prove to my family, to my mates, to my teachers and basically to society as a whole objective. i've picked myself up, armed with new strategies and good to go for my daily dealings. my way of living life might change, might be too extreme even but i have to fulfill it in such a manner because i am desperate for personal satisfaction.

and you can perhaps say that i am in fact craving attention.

seriously, no more.

sigh.