the reason why i had trouble waking up was due to the fact that i was stoned as mad because i came back home at 8 yesterday and fiished my assignments till late night.i met with my primary school buddies and his mates for a stint at (an outrageously ENTHU) club for a launch a the art house. inside, i didn't expect to see some of my seniors such as faatihah, athirah and some other peeps and i didn't expect that seri totally forgot about the invitation. otherwise, all was fine and dandy because they were playing the umBERELLA, ELLA, ELLA, EH, EH, EH song and i had to pay zero dollar since everything was paid for the registration to the club and i guess everybody enjoyed their day.

happy birthday kevin yong jia jun.and yes he's taller than carey.

so on friday after prayers i had lunch with the guys at banquet and i miss them loads especially this justin tan kai zhong who was such a bummer after losing something valueble but still managed to make my day with a good chat. zakrie bin abdul manap, the guy who believes that adolf hitler is a good leader decided to join us for a drink later on to sum up a really nice day with several serious discussions on various issues such as naming our favouritest infamous leaders from ancient history. okay we like them because they're decisive but it doesn't matter because we watch the history channel.

okay it's about time i start blogging properly because there are already people bugging me about the one-liners.

argh, i was crap during training and it certainly look a bad day.i think when you're exhausted and fatigue gets over you, you lose all your potential and later on, your confidence.but i was blinded by the beauty of sports.
be it amateur, prime, college or professional, the sport called volleyball is a form of stimulant i duely need to escape from all the mess of life.

"We should get jerseys 'cause we make a great team.But yours would look better than mine, 'cause you're out of my league,"

would still set my alarm on weekends deliberately because i wanna relish the feeling of realizing that i can wake up later and can actually go back to sleep. it's just that kind of cheap satisfaction.

wahaha...

ok so people say that 'he' have issues. i really do think so.

it's just an act of him cannot believe the amount of training schedule he is having that he is seriously starting to dread. it pains to know that perhaps all the sacrifices made might, in the end, amount to nothing.heck,i can sensed that he have already prepared himself mentally for a period of demoralization come end of july if he continues.

"i'm sick of having people who is persistent to his own mindset and couldn't accept the fact that he/she is in the wrong but he blew his chance of changing by giving up.that is an attitude of a failure."

i'm hoping him to change.and those who know what i mean, i seriously want him to change.