i've been literally shitting my butt off, been having abdominal pain and i've made my toilet bowl the new place to muse and to read because i have diarrhea or something ever since i came back home from the wedding on sunday. but i persevered enough to catch up with the badminton outing, volleyball friendly against clementi town on nuetral ground and training. oh with the form of accumulated homework too.

i would like to have it casual, relaxed and a twice-a-month kind of affair of movies and lunches and dinners and such. the sensation of the truth should be there of the real deal of like and love. surprises, names, possessions or ownership of things, , hobbies, jokes should be exchanged now and also be prominent. constant denial would hopefully disguise everything and to show that certain happy humility. oh, and sports.

also received my class photos today. i can't imagine how gay me and the rest of the guyz people looked. anees, larry, me, gerald and zakrie showed our hitler attributes in the photos.