so there i was sitting on my bed engrossed
in the middle of my thoughts on the things that i prepetrated
on that fateful day.
look at the clock, its five.
i switched off the lights, then the screaming radio
and laid in bed pretending everything's fine
tired, my eyes closed.
i'm happy to be alive as the sun shines
i am a student and a sports enthusiast.
still loving short hair,ruggedness and intelligence.
pride is smart.ego is king.
it doesnt help the fact that my name is 'fadzly'.
Angel from the nightmare
AND-VB/ASC 2008
remi nicole is just like lily allen, only that she's slimmer.hahahaha this song, rock n roll, is so incomparable, can? i love the accent. her style and dress sense is amazing.i'm thinking of really getting her album, instead of going pirate cos her songs are really fantastic. she's pretty too. XD
i can't breathe.sweet inspiration.
the guy speaks 5:32 AM
Friday, January 25, 2008 6:32 AM
i'm sticking with a mundane lifestyle.always waking up, going to school with the regular stressing episodes with tests and tire myself out with volleyball or working it out. when you're too exhausted, you will automatically switch yourself off from reality. and on a good day, i'd reward myself with a book regarding the death of alexander litvinenko.or a chat with her will do just fine.
her was funny today that it made my day.i'm thankful. hahaha
ending here for today. bloody tired.
don't stop entertaining me.sweet inpisration
the guy speaks 6:32 AM
Saturday, January 19, 2008 4:28 AM
Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come
Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves
He was my North, my South, my East and West
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midninght,my talk, my song;
I thought love would last for ever: I was wrong.
The stars are not wanted now: put out every one;
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood.
For nothing now can ever come to any good.
-W. H. Auden
damn, i wish i can write like him but too bad i'm not emo.(see: not emo)
this way. sweet inspiration
the guy speaks 4:28 AM
finished watching 'Four Weddings and a Funeral' recommended by mr khairul while mugging with my homework.it has abit of UNEXPECTED explicit issues and some crappy gay people with boring endings but above all, the plot is quite romantic and touching.rowan atkinson's comedy antics and the poem excellently recited by John Hannah made it worth to watch.
stop all the clocks.sweet inspiration
the guy speaks 3:54 AM
caught the common flu virus that comes and goes.heck i'm weak.
if this is a voo-doo doll trick, i'll swear i'll intiate a counter attack.(once i got to know who the heck is responsible)
just leave me alone.
sick.sweet inspiration.
the guy speaks 3:50 AM
Thursday, January 17, 2008 5:17 AM
weird day today. the course of the day surprised myself positively. but yeah, it's all too darned good to be true. what was really freaky was that a couple of people wanted to give their seats to me in the train. that never happened before. maybe i looked jaded.
nothing major lately so yeah, gonna end here. love y'all.
im so proud of you. sweet inspiration.
the guy speaks 5:17 AM
Wednesday, January 16, 2008 4:56 AM
i guess all the recent happenings kinda have a sick deliberate meaning to it. you bust somebody, you'll get busted back. you kick somebody, you get kicked back. well i don't know. i guess i've been receiving all the bad circumstances.
i was frustrated with myself.
volleyball was a downer with bad performance.i hate losing seriously.so don't blame me with my tantrums and temper. i have my own personal reasons to be mad about.
yesterday's was quite ironic to see mr wong played baminton so well but we did manage to beat him in one set.wooo!
and thanks for the birthday celebration guys. was kinda surprised.
and to dai qian and tian ning: happy 14th!
im in need of you. sweet inspiration
the guy speaks 4:56 AM
Monday, January 14, 2008 2:42 AM
nothing much happened today.but the number of coincidental rendezvous with her was inspiring.
few rounds around the school was refreshing,certainly i need more of that.went gymming and now i need straighten my fitness properly since i will join the B Div' boys after the tournament.
2/1, tomorrow badminton at 2 0'clock at the school hall.invited by mr wong an other teachers.miss wang will be there.let's show miss wang that we can whack! XD
ciao!
sweet inspiration.
the guy speaks 2:42 AM
i'd daresay, i would do anything. just to think of you at the back of my head. read me a story. for i will record whatever you said.
woke up, but slept again. thinking of last night. my head hurts. of how i got into the ridiculous fight.
saw a lady. 'good morning', she said. her sweet perfume reeked my room. as i was stunned laying on my bed.
can't find the toilet. can't find the kitchen. can't remember anything. i knew something was hidden.
feel the time stop when it comes, i'll open my heart for you like any other day
i'd daresay.
only you.sweet inspiration
the guy speaks 2:25 AM
closed the door behind me as i guessed i had moved in the right direction not sure i was lost at sea not sure i had eaten felt that everything was still wrong
felt that i should do something teach my sister save my mom make sure my family is not bitter mend her broken doll agonised fantasies lost like a punctured ball
read me a story do something to make me forget the incident tell me a lie make me feel that i'm innocent i hope everything will end somebody help me give me a helping hand
what a wonderful world. sweet inspiration
the guy speaks 2:15 AM
Saturday, January 12, 2008 9:23 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROOM!
(broom=goh tian ning)
i wish you good luck in doing well in your chinese subject!hahahahaz
drained.sweet inspiration.
the guy speaks 9:23 PM
tiring week. i need a hugggggggeee break this weekend. the weekend will be used to catch up on homework as well. how crude. but this week has been great. and i thank the great one for the awesome time. thank you, Lord.
cca open house was fine i guess.did some of coach's funny training regime and heard that our cca has shoot up in popularity.wooo!.apologies to the basketballers even though i was not sure what were the rifts about.i just don't want any problems within us because it may affect our morale.
and my class bought me a new runniong shoe! *hooray* it's great and thanks ivan,justin,larry,kevin,hady and adriel for yesterday's mini shopping stint.
thank you.sweet inspiration.
the guy speaks 8:59 PM
Thursday, January 10, 2008 4:51 AM
what a prettiful thursday. my confidence is growing and yes, for the first time this month, i am feeling high. caffeine later as a celebration. alhamdulillah. thanks a bundle, o' lord.this happens when i'm over the rainbow. well, it is a fantastic feeling. assignments hammered me badly and i regretted coming back late after trainings.fatiguing work in conjunction with my school's cca open house.damn i'm very tired.
and today's my birthday and 1st day of muharram of the muslim calendar.cool manz and thanks guyz for the presents and 'taupok'.ahahaha
once again thanks, lord.
broken. sweet inspiration.
the guy speaks 4:51 AM
Saturday, January 05, 2008 7:59 PM
Attention all readers this blog was initially in the waste bin due to massive inactivity, therefore i have taken the initiative to claim ownership and oversee its health, aha.
the lessons from last friday on overall was fun, i guess. mr wong interacted quite well with us during sci lesson.english was really cool with miss lee.home econs brushed me off considering the fact that we didn't really do much other than cleaning.after that was class interaction, mr wong did cracked some silly jokes which sum up the whole day. the o level drama auditions was fun with chee ian doing his trademark stuffs.then, had a good chat with mr singh in his car on the way to training and as usual, volleyball was great with coach's fun but tiring training regime. everything went well even thought i thought otherwise.
can't wait to see my volleyball team receive the prize. the fact that they won 2nd in the invitational tournament is an acheivement and a signal to the other schools in the north zone. Another good thing is that they win it in the absence of myself and some other key players. not bad,eh? i'm motivated to lead the team to glory. chey XD So Proud! So Proud!
the long and free weekend, enjoying every moment of it.all SMILES. but her covers only 5% of my brain cells. worrying figure. oh, my. what should i do?
10th January, remember that date guys. sweet inspiration.
