ok i'm pretty busy these days. this week has been especially tiring and yes, i have not been updating.

lost to xinmin by two points. it was a freaking tough match

the losing feeling is an absolute downer. it can get frikkin' frustrating, really and there's nothing anybody can do about it. yes, events of your cca affects you. andnot getting first of the tournament is just unthinkable considering our training regime. you sacrificed your time and you'd expect to win something. maybe we were not united or cooperative enough. or maybe, the drive just wasn't there. i hate the anxious feelings i tell. i will surely lose focus and stumbled drastically. bloody anxiety

next match is against punggol. it's never over. etched youself into the game and never fall back. exude the true aura of our abilities. stick to your words and don't leave our mission behind.

i'll swear the next team dies.