and oh yea chelsea defeated manchester united 2-1. (: though it seems like a controversial winning goal, a win is still a win. oh well, have to just fervently pray that man utd will drop points.

chelsea fc...it's in the blood.

"sometimes i regretted my actions cause' in the end i don't think you understand."

to-whom-it-may-concern,

i'm sorry sincerely.

"i'm an instrument without sound when i'm down."

whoa, exhausted to the max.

napfa was dreadful though i managed to score some As without proper preparation or training. i'm trailing behind my own life. it's moving too bloody fast but i'm pretty much taking it slow. this week has been such a gem. ups and downs but no major setbacks. no doubt, i'm still in love with her. SA1's next week and i need my fullest concentartion.i really want to gain something.i have a new hairstyle. i'm expecting to be bewildered by all the laughters on monday. i had the best time yesterday with my family today. really appreciate the close thing we have as a family. thank you, Lord. but yeah, after this, i think it'll be a dry spell again of family bonding.

i'm missing her. her her. her. haaaaai!

english paper was simple, no doubt. i'm just stating the fact.

you know, i've been thinking recently.

once again, i decided to dribble my saliva all over the couch of life's miserable truth. it's those silly questions that kill you when you just think that the world is not perfect as it should be taking into account of yourself in the picture: why can't things go that way? why can't things go my freaking way? why must things be this way?

for example, i have this so-called mission that i want to accomplish.i managed to escape all the deathtraps and was like maybe an inch away for completion.but you've just found out that you're back to square one.still near yet so far. so what is the freaking motive if you are just part of this 'cycle'?

views, anyone?

"The secret of joy in work is contained in one word - excellence. To know how to do something well is to enjoy it."

hah, typical me.

my knee hurts,my gum and so is my head. my eyes are tired. i should not complain, yes i know. sincere apologies to my parents. i am a male for pete's sake. i'm just glad i went home early today.ups and downs today? maybe. the day started off fine with english lesson. going through report writing. went through major perspiration during pe playing captain's ball. tried a lot of long shots and i'm very happy at the commitment shown by everybody. (: 2/1 jia you! deliberately wasted time for DnT. and there was the interminable volleyball training. haha sad that it's the last training and i will be deprived of it. -.-

okay, a little summary of stuffs:

happy birthday arvin and justin a.k.a white rabbit!

exhausted.

i had a major ego boost.

projects are forcing down my throat.

tian ning should understand her group members well.

huixiang is hiding something from me.so i'll just have to disturb her then.

still not happy with my 2.4 timing.

14.04.08 a dream come true. XD

ok. need to use my weekend more efficiently now. see ya guys next time!

life's a pain because i'm in sec 2, because i'm confused, because i'm drained, because i'm enduring the muscle strains i had from the 2.4km run, because i'm taxed with all the things of everyday life, because of perpetually being judged by my actions in school that are often exaggerated, because i choose life and because chelsea drew with wigan 1-1. what the hell, that's a bad scoreline.

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"When you said tulips
I knew that you're mine
When I caught you there
Crying in the night
Wearing my jacket
Wearing that smile
I knew that I'd found you

This could be an opportunity

Were you unawares
Did it catch you out?
Or did it break you in
Right from the start
It's as pure as fire
It's as pure as snow
I knew that I'd found you

This could be an opportunity
If you promise to let it grow

'Cause you're the one I love"

and when the prettiful butterflies come out, with all the opportunities in hand, i realize that i 'd found you. XD

yes, it's official. (:(:(:

wheeeeeeee!

had 2.4km run today and my timing was 10.03 mins. haiz better luck next time then. excruciating cramps that comes and goes. though, i'm damn high today. was egoistic the whole day. and i should buck up on my prayers. i've been missing them since yesterday.

congrats to those who finished 2.4km run! AND VB ROX!

ciao!

i'm missing my weekly beauty sleep. hmmmphjerhenfygfdfbdsfg. yesterday was a confusing day. oh,it was a day with a lot of reflections too. i rejected my friends' invite for choir concert. and went home straight away to have a good rest. kinda thought about stuff on the way home. i was extremely tired in school. and now i'm having volleyball deprivation. haaaaai another unsincere entry of mine. it's the unusual studious attitude i had today so i'm guai. hah

never be replaced

"don't expect too much because there's always a higher mountain out there for you to climb. you can never always win."

that's almost how arvin and abdu reacted before the show( pinocchio's complex) started. and arvin did his disappearing act too if you know what i mean. ahaha

i won't say that the drama was unsatisfactory. the plot is good and lighting is damn excellent. just that there were many irrelevant stuffs included. i'm so fcuken traumatised lar. arvin and abdu were physically-abusive for craps and i sorta got intact to vulgarities too after the show.i'm not sure what's the reason so yea don't write me off ok.need to polish my mouth again.haiz i'm dead beat, i had a sudden urge to badly switch off reality for todaybut still have homeworks undone. see ya!

"the curtain's raised, lights dim, music fades away leaving only the sound of our hearts beating in anticipation."

"the city sleeps and we're lost in the moment
Another kiss says we're lying on the pavement
Forgive me if I seem forward
but I've never been in front of anything like you,
if I get lost your light's going to guide me
the raindrops the tears keep falling
I see your face and it keeps me going
tell me all the things you never said
Quick, lie here and just talk for hours.
it's like i'm born again everytime
And I'm loving every minute of it."

yes! no cca today! woohoo. beauty sleep here i come!

i'm beaming to the extent. (:(:(:(:(:

i'm relieved that zonal tournament is over. we appear to have finally got it right.satisfied in getting third place.we should have done better but we had our fair share of luck and cannot fault our resilience and desire.now prepare ourselves for another fight in the nationals and expect the pace of the game to be much faster and we're dealing with stronger teams. even if it does look tough, it won't affect our frame of mind right? let's just surge all the way as a team.

now the hard part. sweet inspiration