getting a reply from her was necessary. i guess everything is fine between us. but really, i would never want anything shitty to happen ever again. period. i'll be honest, i won't see things related to her ever the same again. somebody tried to shoot me and i'm not totally happy about it. maybe time will heal everything.

oh yeah, the burning desire seems to be diminishing. questions and questions appear but it's pretty sick. i guess it's those scenarios where things come and go. the first supposed rampage turned peaceful and disappeared soon enough. things are gonna repeat again, won't it?

weird and tiring day today. the course of the day surprised myself positively. but yeah, it's all too darned good to be true.

"And some people fight,
And some people fall,
Others pretend,
They don't care at all,
If you wanna fight,
I'll stand right beside you,
The day that you fall,
I'll be right behind you,
To pick up the pieces,
If you don't believe me,
Then just look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies"