The CryingAngel

so there i was sitting on my bed engrossed in the middle of my thoughts on the things that i prepetrated on that fateful day.
look at the clock, its five. i switched off the lights, then the screaming radio and laid in bed pretending everything's fine tired, my eyes closed. i'm happy to be alive as the sun shines

i am a student and a sports enthusiast. still loving short hair,ruggedness and intelligence. pride is smart.ego is king. it doesnt help the fact that my name is 'fadzly'. Angel from the nightmare AND-VB/ASC 2008

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  • Saturday, August 30, 2008 8:44 PM


    a short sumary cos i'm still very tired

    the term is finally over!
    teacher's day was fantastic!
    2/1 will always miss vivian
    my ex-classmates are the whackiest bunch of people
    competed in the ripcurl beach volleyball tournament yesterday
    ate dinner on the roof of vivocity
    i need a proper tan
    i'm desperately in need of soccer
    i'm desperately in need of vanilla ice-cream
    i've not been sleeping well
    i'm extremely tired

    okay first things first. teacher's day was obviously awesome. all in all, the day went great and i managed to get my hands on those juicy apples even though i was not involved in aces day. haha the concert was fine. i cannot judge as i was the emcee. (xiu hui, praveena and kunating were very good).the audience were great and the teachers were engaged throughout.then celebrated teacher's day with the council teachers. all the teachers were very touched especially mrs cheong. ASC's effort were finally paid off with style. mr kamal also mentioned that this is the best teacher's day in 13 years of teaching history. hahha



    oh yea, carmina looked damn cool with her 'storm' outfit.








    get a very different feeling whenever i step into a new territory in singapore. like the west side of singapore, say example choa chu kang, has a pretty relaxed feeling to it. i just don't know why. the work attachment thingy gave me a chance to experience all the difference. maybe it's all the stress of life that i usually spend most of the time at are usually at the east side or at the north side of singapore or maybe after deborah, everything seemed pretty nice and relaxed by the west. seriously, i don't mind slacking at the west, at perhaps choa chu kang or bukit gombak or bedok just to keep my mind off stuff.

    photos of the ripcurl volleyball tournament will be up soon. and to seri, anjana and those who were involved in making the video, you guyz did great (:


    the guy speaks 8:44 PM




    Monday, August 25, 2008 6:03 AM


    i so need to get back on the track and get back to the gym and stop with the chocolate donuts.

    losing the abs is so not cool lor. (haha!)

    "On this day its so real to me
    Everything has come to life
    Another chance to chase a dream
    Another chance to feel Chance to feel alive

    Fear will kill me, all I could be
    Lift these sorrows
    Let me breathe,could you set me free
    Could you set me free"

    aaaah, finally something mezmerising to listen.


    the guy speaks 6:03 AM




    Saturday, August 16, 2008 7:44 AM



    okay so usain bolt just won the 100m gold olympic gold medal and breaking his own record in 9.69s. haha it's like an average person walking 10 steps? no wonder he's nicknamed 'lightning'. respect to the fastest man in the world i tell you.

    "it's in our hands"



    the guy speaks 7:44 AM







    little big dreams

    i was watching it during my breakfast. the film is about children from china as young as 3-years old who have given up everything to just become a gymnast. and they left their parents to go to a faraway boarding school to pursue their dream, the olympic dream. they are so young that some of them doesnt know how to tie their shoe laces. it also shows why the parents want to sacrifice their children's childhooda and what motivated them and such. it's quite touching to see where their destinies lie after years of hard, torturous training to join the national gymnastics squad at a tender age. okay, i shall never complain about mr fadzly's tough physical training and i'm glad he doesn't use a cane to force us. the film will catch u straight to the heart.


    one thing that got me thinking is this:


    "when children grow up with their parents, they tend to be lazy." yes, that's one of the reason, parents send them to a sports school.


    views anyone?


    look. no. further.


    the start of epl. no more boring weekends!


    and i want to participate in the charity run, dad!


    the guy speaks 6:00 AM




    Friday, August 15, 2008 7:01 AM


    okay so the olympics have started with an uplifting ceremony that boosted the athlete's morale and such and everyday dreams are made that boasts their superiority in the games. yea, i've been updating myself with all the news about the upcoming games. let's see....

    Soccer

    well, the olympics is not really prioritise by the big soccer clubs as criticised that it's a waste of time. anyways, the olympics is every youngster's dream to participate. besides, it's good to groom them for competitive international football. brazil and argentina are favourties for their fluid football and so check it out!

    Volleyball

    obviously, i must watch this and even though it's somehow useless to learn their techniques cos the players are freaking tall and well-built , i just observe their mentality and attitude towards a big game. again, brazil volleyballers are my hot favorites as they are seriously very good and opponents cringes at the sight of the team. watch italy,cuba and russia too!

    Swimming

    at first i wasn't that interested until i read about michael phelps. he's like an amphibian lar.maybe a human torpedo. his body is suited to swimming. long hands and torsos. his large feet can help him thrust forward like nobody's business. he's currently at his 6th gold medal. and teh excting part is he's aiming to beat mark spitz all time olympic record. woah jia lat, born olympian man. check out crocker from the usa to challenge him. oh yea congrats to tao li for giving her best.

    Badminton

    hah so ronald susilo lost after being thumped by lee chong wei from malaysia. cannot blame him, he's world 32nd and chong wei is 2nd. so it's very tough. will be watching my favourites, lin dan of china and taufik hidayat of indonesia. i bet they will be in the final again! whoo!

    Table tennis

    the singapore team managed to scrapped through to the finals. woah so cool man, finally a medal from singapore. jia you guyz!

    Athletics

    oh my god. the sprinters are back! the most highly-anticipated event has come, the men's 100m final. it will be the three fastest men in the world who cannot stand each other and just dash their way to the gold. they're starting their mind games already so whoever has a stronger mentality wins.expect to spring some surprises. read up about other events alright

    well, the olympics are just as exciting as ever. imagine the pride to represent the country. can learn a lot of sportsmanship and fair play by the athletes.and it's not just about winning, it's also uniting the whole word together. hah till next time. (;

    "there's a full cold moon tonight"


    the guy speaks 7:01 AM




    Tuesday, August 12, 2008 6:33 AM


    "Nights turn to days,
    Darkness into sunlight,
    Noticing she would wake and leave in the middle of the night,
    Telling her to stay that there is no day but today,
    Shutting the door and never seeing her anymore,
    Fearing the dream I might have tonight,
    Where is the inspiration from your shining light?"

    ~ ~ Missing her ~~

    "Come back to me, come back to me.
    I will bring you far away and set you free."

    i seriously demand for mr zaki's song.


    the guy speaks 6:33 AM




    Friday, August 08, 2008 10:02 PM


    warning: a poisonous toxin has breached the vicinity. all students please take refuge inside the classroom. i repeat, this is nto a drill. implement the ipp strategy


    aaaaah we're gonna die!! (panic in the classroom)


    never mind, we have ivan and abdu to save the day.


    with arvin, zhuo sheng and anees acting macho

    dey! we are going to die! why look so happy?

    everyone gasping for comfort. (ivan despo already)

    mr wong trying to keep things under control and calm.

    boon how got uncontrollable constipation that the boys need to carry him to the toilet.


    oh no! zakrie got contaminated!
    arvin using his 'special treatment'. the dreaded CPR. (by the time arvin was about to use it, zakrie retained consciousness when he smelt arvin's horrible breath)



    arvin trying to do his ritual to ensure zakrie's recovery. and also provide some entertainment for the people (:
    attn: to avoid any contact with the toxin, you have to take a class photo together.

    woooo 2/1! (mind the dead bodies at the front)

    wait! i'm not contaminated! why are you guys carrying me? noooo!
    let's jus say yesterday rock socks. haha and yeah, have a great weekend.









    the guy speaks 10:02 PM




    Tuesday, August 05, 2008 4:19 AM


    apart from the scorching afternoon that probably got me roasted after lots of endurance and burst running during physical training, there was this:

    "The flashbacks keep coming
    Like a train that never stops running
    Some things have to be forgotten
    And others just remain regrettable
    Confidence keeps fighting to conquer all fears
    The clocks keep ticking and the calendar pages keep flipping
    Isn't there a pause button anywhere to be found?
    The good times became a person we have learned to disengage
    Unwelcome feelings uncontrollably invade our hearts
    Sometimes those memorable events we regret were just chances waiting to be taken
    These memories keep coming down to nothing but apathy
    And it's all because life just runs its own track. "

    i'm jaded.


    the guy speaks 4:19 AM