The lights out,I still hear the rain,
These images that fill my head,
Now keep my fingers from making mistakes,
Tell my voice what it takes,
To speak up,
Speak up,
and keep my conscience clear when I wake.

I've never told a lie,
and that makes me a liar,
I've never made a bet,
but we gamble with desire,
I've never lit a match,
with intent to start a fire,
but recently the flames,
are getting out of control.
Call me a name,
Kill me with words,
Forget about me,
It's what I deserve.

i guess this is what i deserve in the end

sorry people. too serious and stress la.

ramadan. a seemingly long fasting period.For Muslims, it is a time to reflect on ones actions and deeds throughout the year It is a time to ask for forgiveness as the festive season draws near. Bringing people closer together in cities all over the world.The sighting of the moon, observed with sincere feelings from the heart filled with joy and excitement. i guess i sincerely did most of my part as a muslim during this holy month. Alhamdulillah

Selamat Hari Raya Puasa to the Muslim community.May you be blessed with success, prosperity and good health. May you continue to bond closer with all races in Singapore. Amin

i am all about coffee these days. study time is extended and it is miraculously working. glad with stuff and i thank god for all there is for me in the future. i just hope things turn out well for me soon. of course, the hardwork and the determination must be there but what the heck. it has been such a glorious week, really.



oh, yesterday was fun, people. thanks a lot on that too. would like to wish everyone out there the very best of luck in your EOY exams and score high like soaring to greater heights. (:



the eternal flame.

today was simply great. i'm smiling for nuts. the day is just indescribable. thank you, lord! i really wish i could have more of today's experience. boy, am i feeling so joyfully good! it's the 15th day of ramadhan and my malay friends are starting to spark off the raya mood already. i hope we can 'raya' together.

i think i love bands with female vocalists. that idea strucked me when i had a conversation with my bro. maybe it turns me on. maybe. examples? paramore, hey monday and the hush sound. okay, i only have three on my mind. there are more i guess.

jason mraz. the local radio aired his single 'lucky'. a little too slow, really. i've been listening to that wicked song since late august this year. one of the many excellent soundtracks in the album 'We Sing ,We Dance,We Steal things'.

things are a little bumpy nowadays. i am basically tired with what is going on around me. studied hard just now. it has been awhile i think.

gravity.

i think i need steroids.

okay, i'm pretty busy these days. this week has been especially tiring and i kinda slacked for everything. my assignments are loaded and yes, i have not been updating.

right, i can't even remember the sequence of scenarios that happened these past few days. all i know is that it has been pretty hectic even without volleyball.i need a new set of grease to let my hinges move freely - and fast.some angels. at least something.i need to fill the vast amount of empty head of mine. weird day today. the course of the day surprised myself positively. but yeah, it's all too darned good to be true. what was really freaky was that a couple of people wanted to give their seats to me in the bus. that never happened before. maybe i looked jaded.

nothing major lately so yeah, gonna end here. love y'all.

patience is the key.

"this is what i look like today
and i'm trying not to pull out my hair
i'm trying not to grow it cause i'm far too shy to show it back there
that's probably why i like wearing hats
there's no denying i'm deferring the facts
avoiding confrontation
lacks tact in a situation
behind every line is a lesson yet to learn

but if you ask me
the feeling that i'm feeling is overwhelming
and oh it goes to show
i've so much to know

i wrote this for my prettiest friend
but while trying not to prove that i care
i was trying not to make all my moves in one motion and scare her away
well she can't see she's making me crazy now
i don't believe she knows she's amazing how
she has me holding my breathe
so i'd never guess that i'm a none such unsuitable, suitable for her

but if you ask me
the feeling that i'm feeling is complimentery
and oh it goes to show
the moral of the story is boy loves girl
and so on but the way it unfolds is yet to be told

i know that i should be brave
even pretty can be seen by the blind
i know that i cannot wait
until the day we finally learn how to find each other
redefining open minds

and if you ask me
the feeling that i'm feeling is overjoyed
and it's golden, it goes to show then
the ending of this song should be left alone
and so on cause the way it unfolds is yet to be told"

and the lyrics of the song currently repeating in my computer. finally i have a chance to indulge in the perfect scenario, ignoring the reality check smacked on the forehead of mine time after time.

"until the day we finally learn how to find each other"

i tell you, this is genious stuff. i thought they are like those who are going the way of the black hip hop groups but not only that they have incredible talent and definitely living outside the box. it's going to be a kickass trend if gangsters are like having violin-playoffs on street corners instead of rap battle. haha

here are the ripcurl beach volleyball tournament pictures. enjoy



here we are being monkeys like we always do.

presenting to you the people that participated. omg look how big my singlet is!

us supporting the other teams

some flying object thingy

Alps Quaters. (i have no idea why is that my team name)

service. i think i scored an ace from this one.

"To let true love remain unspoken is the quickest route to a heavy heart."

first day of Ramadhan down, 29 more days to go. life's so restricted and i'll always be guilt-strickened if i don't do anything encouraged.there you go. i know, during this holy and glorious month, the ramadhan cometh with great opportunities in hand, for muslims to repent, to be devout, to appreciate and try to heighten the family bond at the build up of syawal. i'm not that religious however, and in a very massively ironic way, i'd like to experience laylatul qadr, the divine experience that'll give you anything you desire on that holy night. supposedly only saints or religious people will attain the experience and yours truly, is (what i think) far from the status of these people.

today was a good day with a good book and a good weather to enjoy isolation at it's very best.

haiya, this is irritating. my thumbdrive is screwed with virus and i can't seem to upload the ripcurl beach vb pics. sorry. -.-

something was and is still duly amiss. please wait.