so there i was sitting on my bed engrossed
in the middle of my thoughts on the things that i prepetrated
on that fateful day.
look at the clock, its five.
i switched off the lights, then the screaming radio
and laid in bed pretending everything's fine
tired, my eyes closed.
i'm happy to be alive as the sun shines
i am a student and a sports enthusiast.
still loving short hair,ruggedness and intelligence.
pride is smart.ego is king.
it doesnt help the fact that my name is 'fadzly'.
Angel from the nightmare
AND-VB/ASC 2008
"I love the way you smile, I love the way you flare up in the air, I love the way you show that you care, and the way you are always there.
I just want to know the reason why did the the stars fell out of the sky my tears rolled into the ocean, still, you make my world go into motion i can't just look and turn away cos' my name is carved into your heart and so it will stay and so it will stay"
okay i'm not sure this is the chorus or what but i'm making my own lyrics to create a song. holidays mah.
the guy speaks 7:42 PM
to all my hindu friends, HAPPY DEEPAVALI! may you all be blessed with prosperity and good health. (;
(ignore the ridiculous toy at the side -.-)
the guy speaks 7:30 PM
Thursday, October 23, 2008 6:18 AM
let's just say today was a great way to end my sec 2 life (my short pants). it was fun and i know i'm gonna miss that darned class. again, i would like to mention that all of you in 2/1 had actually credited yourselves into my heart. you guyz enjoyed yourself today at badminton right? don't worry, more badminton outings are coming up to instill the sporty spirit within you guys. like mrs lim said, mr wong is also the lighthouse that guided our way through the rough and stormy seas. and......ummm i think i got something on my eye -.-
here are the photos alright (; :
the guy speaks 6:18 AM
Wednesday, October 22, 2008 7:25 AM
okay today was awesome. i really enjoyed myself to the fullest extent. a lot of things happened today and i love the class photo-taking part. hahaha we literally did some ass-whooping to each other just to take a picture. i hanged out with sally too for most of the time after watching the hilarious drama performance by ATC. we walked around aimlessly and decided to watch anderson's got talent. we actually missed the beginning part but the finale was awesome performed by mr eu and mr najib. (praveena extra!) then yadda yadda went back to class and did a class activity which is writing some positive stuffs to your friends in the group. saw that everyone wrote some comments that made me reconcile my thoughts after the whole activity. big thank you to all the people for the priceless comments that nearly (emphasise: NEARLY) brought me into tears. the sincerity was the thing that got me moved. suddenly everyone went chaotic taking pictures with each other like some celebrities that si ying cannot take her eyes off hahaha. one final class photo and yeah had a class lunch at kfc. sorry that i left early cos i had training la. had training which was fun and tiring and after that i had no energy left for the day.
shagness to the core. enjoy the photos:
the guy speaks 7:25 AM
Tuesday, October 21, 2008 5:42 AM
"The time on the clock reads half past four; I'm wide awake and thinking With my pillow on the floor That maybe I'm just wasting my time dreaming In a harsh reality I don't wanna wake up just to find out I've been deceived...
Stay awake Get a grip and get out, Your safe from the weight of the world Just take a second to set things straight I'll be fine Even though i'm not always right I can count on the sun to shine The dedication takes a lifetime But dreams only last for a night"
the guy speaks 5:42 AM
right, demoralising stuff.let bygones be bygones. no use being unhappy with your results. i can see i did improve but i guess i'm still not good enough. beside my dismay due to my lacklustre performance and my stupidity, im very sad that it's two more days. the leadership workshop today wasn't bad but it could have been done better. the anderson world records was very enjoyable and we so called scored the highest in the trampoline and skipping section. overall, we did pretty well. then zakrie said something that smacked right to my face, " don't you feel elated that these are our last achievements?" really, it gives you the crazy sober feeling. emotional. you've heard about it and now it's happening. funny.
2/1 has just been the funnest rollercoaster ride that i have had the privelege of being on. its the kind that, at the end, you wish you didn't have to leave your seat and once you get off you'd rush back into the queue. it was interesting talking about our past and have a reminisce of our nerdy, playful and immatured self. we realized many of us are struggling while most are doing well and we constantly contribute each others' support to one another. we're a very bonded class and i don't think any other class would be as fun and warm as 2/1. our indivdual achievements are also the class achievements. i've learnt alot. and don't forget about tony wong. his care and concern shaped the way our class looked like. he's our favourite teacher and i know that we're his favourite class.
i would especially like to thank these people for participating the rollercoaster ride in the two years with me:
abduRAWRman, anju banana, arvin kumar, carey, si ying, the gay: zhuo sheng, yan ting, dai qian, deepakrishna, fool bei ying, tian ning dynamite, harshie, jacky kang, ivan carpet, pervertic larry, boon how the gentleman, lee pei yan, kenny, panda adriel, kay hwee, xin ying, hady, nadz, hx, anees superrrrman, lekhahahaha, seli aliyani, colleen, si ting, punkish gerald, timothy moey, toktoktok sweehwa, wania, shao xuan bamboo, kevin cactus , zakrie manap, clara nonie and don't forget about vivi. XD okay i might as well say the whole class. but this is sincere!
though now that 2/1 is a sad phantom of the past, i wanna say thank you again for every breathing moment i had with you all. (;
with utmost love, fadzly.
time is forever changing, it'll be okay.
the guy speaks 5:03 AM
Wednesday, October 15, 2008 6:01 AM
the convex mirror
aqilah, atiqah and me near compass point
and there's abdu fetching us from the bus-stop
the boys having our prayers at abdu's place
at hidhir's place
the three pakciks
at firdaus's place
big fadz looking macho
this is one of the 'artistically' taken photos by aqilah
tok haji dan abdu.
mdm suzy's place
mdm suzy and her daughter, tiara
tiara (;
yesterday's raya visitings ended up with us being pregnant the next day. im not a pervet, our stomach's bloated because of food overload mind you! the planning was rather poor and hectic.and the long distance and time caused us 12 hours after 8 houses.nevertheless, i had one helluva fun with you guys. (:(:(:(: thx for visiting too. clockwise direction: me, abdu, fridaus, hafiz, zakrie, seri, izzah, atiqah and aqilah