this season's chinese new year celebrations are bloody crappy. there were just no atmosphere or mood at all like we always do every year. i was jaded when i went to welcome the elderly people and the news about the arrival of their bus coming in late sorta ticked me off abit. the fusion councillors were bored so we started our fusion circle and played truth or dare. luckily it's quite fun.watching the sec 2s gossip about one another really brought back the memories i had with 2/1. anyways, whatever happens in the circle, stays in the circle. then our beloved guests came and yeah, they were nice. they know how to speak malay so i had a bit of fun talking about the cny celebrations yada yada. escorted them to the hall and watched the concert. i won't say it's dull cos the efforts contributed were a lot and yeah to see your prc classmates perform is quite enriching. the indian dances were funny. and it did bring up the mood. after that i was getting restless. bleargh. went to friday prayers, had lunch and back to school for training. the team's self-esteem looked plummeted. it's like most of them found it meaningless to have training on that day. so yeah, everything went dull already. i observed that when you were younger, you loved these festivities but now, it's just some ordinary day. geez.

oh something reminds me,

Don't be so scared, we will not lead you on like you've been doing for weeks.
So you're selfish, and I'm sorry.
When I'm gone you'll be going nowhere fast
Nowhere fast, nowhere fast.

Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you,
'cause I wouldn't believe you if you said the same to me.
And near death, last breath, and barely hanging on.
Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you?

till next time. (;