The CryingAngel

so there i was sitting on my bed engrossed in the middle of my thoughts on the things that i prepetrated on that fateful day.
look at the clock, its five. i switched off the lights, then the screaming radio and laid in bed pretending everything's fine tired, my eyes closed. i'm happy to be alive as the sun shines

i am a student and a sports enthusiast. still loving short hair,ruggedness and intelligence. pride is smart.ego is king. it doesnt help the fact that my name is 'fadzly'. Angel from the nightmare AND-VB/ASC 2008

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    • Thursday, February 19, 2009 5:22 AM


    i'll just do this before i go for prayers.

    THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
    1. my face
    2. my stamina
    3. not really.

    THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
    1. dominently malay
    2. muslim
    3. my grandma's chinese.

    THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
    1. hatred
    2. death
    3. loss

    THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
    1. play a sport
    2. computeeeer
    3. food, drink, bathe etc

    THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU
    1. hair
    2. nice arms. oh goshh, (;
    3. not too thin. lanky.

    THREE NON-PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU
    1. funny!
    2. intellectual
    3. polite.

    THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY
    1. the pride, the ego
    2. a major slob. i can be a real bum. just ask my dad, im suprised im not thrown out of the house yet.
    3. loves to be out

    THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES
    1. listen to music
    2. movies.
    3. being with good company

    oh, i'm disappointed with everything lately. currently dull and predictable. i'll rejuvenate. don't worry. take cares.


    the guy speaks 5:22 AM






    (an excerpt of someone's blog)

    The only remedy for a barren heart is prayer,
    however poor and inadequate …

    We must pray,
    and pray for each other,
    and if you were here,
    I'd fold hands with you,

    because we're poor, weak, sinful children.

    random, don't blame me if you don't bother about my day


    the guy speaks 5:16 AM




    Saturday, February 07, 2009 6:05 AM


    Ah, i speak of the little occurences.been a guy of few words lately, answering the voices in my head.but at the very least words in all honesty finally gained me some sleep.My tired eyes were getting despairingly obvious and my body can hardly keep up either.

    how's the week?
    hmmm. tiring. emotionally and physically draining.

    a short overview of the week as i'm too tired to post.

    am still exhausted.

    i grazed my knee kinda badly.sigh, another scar added to myhorrible-looking leg.the wound still hurts.

    i am a little oblivious of my surroundings.

    still in love with ming bridges.

    body aches.

    we're pathetic in the zonals.

    hoping that i did reasonably well for my recent tests

    i'm pissed at the world and some people around me.and also, myself.

    busy, busy week. will get worse next week.

    okay mayube i'll speak abit.went jb today. ergh. i wonder why i tagged with my family to buy groceries there. believe me, it can be boring. i was never a big fan of that place but something just made me follow them. anyway, today was okay. i think it's the food and the nap in the car.
    i am still very tired. also, for the record, i am not into the 'ask-for-her-phone-number' business. so yeah, not yet but maybe soon. a looooong 'soon'. speaking of which, i still think that they will go lenient on a relationship as long as i go easy and show some excellent school test-marks. seriously, i love them. i've come to accept that i would be the one who would take them in into my house when they're old. i'd be definitely choosey for a soulmate. she should understand my part. history has a shitty mark on both my mum's and dad's side of the eldest neglecting the parents. it's kinda like a tradition, really. the eldest should be the one responsible, i guess.

    omg i didn't realise i typed so much tell me if you read all of it. lol


    the guy speaks 6:05 AM